It's a Birthday post !!

 

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hi guys! I’m back. Finally  I’m back to my blog. On my last post, it’s totally in English. Sebenarnya 4 post sis in English tu for my assignment. Dan disebabkan assignment tu la, I’m back! Eventhough  blog ni bersawang selepas ditinggalkan sekian lama, sis punya semangat membara untuk teruskan misi menjadi blogger yang menginspirasi masyarakat  like my idol, Da’i Wan Dazrin  ^^

This post is on 18 July 2016. It’s my birthday! So, I’m officially 21  years old girl. 21 tahun tu maybe pada certain orang tu masih mentah, masih hijau dalam mengenal kehidupan. But honestly 21 tahun ni macam-macam dah rasa, macam-macam dah lalui. Banyak juga yang dah sis belajar walaupun melalui pengalaman orang lain sebab sis ni observer. Suka tengok something dari pelbagai sudut. Always observe pengalaman dan cerita orang. Dalam usia yang Allah kurniakan ni, sis dah pernah rasa kecewa, rasa peritnya perpisahan, rasa rindu yang menjeruk, rasa kegagalan and even  kejayaan juga.

I lost my BFF 3 years ago. Someone who understand me so much, always there for me, always make me smile, lend me his shoulder for me to cry on, a hand that always stand me up everytime I fall. Yes, he is everything. Tapi semua tu tak lama. Allah dah takdirkan hubungan akrab kitorang cuma bertahan less than a year. Tempoh yang penuh memori bersama dia. Without I know why, our relationship end. Maybe hubungan akrab tu terhenti sebab kitorang langsung tak jaga batas. Ya, I admit it! Selalu keluar berdua, study berdua, ke mana-mana even dalam sekolah pun berdua. Someone told me, bila kita buat maksiat terhadap Allah, satu-persatu perkara buruk akan berlaku pada kita. Tu balasan atas dunia untuk kita. Yup, betul la tu. Tak lama lepas tu, result SPM keluar. Tu la kali pertama sis menangis kerana result exam. Sis ingat lagi, sis menangis terduduk kat depan pintu dewan sekolah. Selepas dipujuk ibu and a few of my teachers, baru la sis okey. Result yang teruk, yang buat sis rasa peritnya kegagalan tu.

Dalam masa yang sama, sis hilang lagi another BFF. Kali ni, sebab awek baru dia yang terlalu mengongkong. Dia sampai tahap lost contact dengan semua kawan dia. Langsung senyap, tanpa berita. Setahun juga la. Lepas tu, he back to us. Puas juga la dia minta maaf, pujuk kitorang time tu. Seteruk-teruk kitorang ‘belasah’ dia, teruk lagi ibu yang ‘belasah’. Setengah hari kena soal siasat, kena ceramah free. Mana taknya, masa baik dulu, siap datang rumah malam-malam nak share cerita, nak share problem. Dapat awek baru, terus hilang. We have already warned him, kalau buat lagi, tiada maaf lagi bagi mu! Tapi tu la manusia. Lupa diri, lupa janji. Sudah la! Nyah kau dari hidup kitorang. But please jangan cari kitorang dah lepas ni. Kau dah bahagia dah sekarang. Jangan ganggu kebahagiaan yang kitorang bina tanpa kau ni.

Back to pasal kegagalan time SPM tadi. Kegagalan tu sebenarnya besar hikmahnya pada sis. Result tu bukan totally gagal tapi dikira gagal oleh sis sebab gagal dapatkan target sis, gagal capai harapan ibu, gagal capai cita-cita untuk jadi physiotherapist masa tu. Tapi sebab kegagalan tu la, sis boleh berada di mana sis berada sekarang. Ya, ya. Walaupun baru nak masuk tahun kedua degree September ni. Haha. After result, I wondering what should I do next. Sis ikut nasihat my beloved aunt untuk masuk form 6 sementara tunggu result UPU. So, I did register for my Form 6 in Sekolah Menengah Tengku Panglima Perang Tengku Muhammad dalam aliran sains. After 2 weeks, result UPU keluar. And of course, sis tak dapat mana-mana offer U to Diploma sebab result yang tak strong mana pun. Sis cuma dapat offer Politeknik. Sis ingat lagi, course yang sis dapat tu sama dengan kawan baik sis masa kat SMKTPPTM tu. Poli yang sama juga. Politeknik Metro Kuantan.

 Everyone asked me, nak ke mana? Teruskan Form 6, masuk Poli or tetap pilih fisioterapi tapi IPTS la. Ibu dengan abah pula memang tak bagi keputusan. Sis yang kena decide sendiri this time. So I asked Allah, which way should I choose. Istikharah! I did it twice or once, not sure. Esoknya bangun, tiba-tiba sis rasa nak buka almari baju sekolah. Sis tengok baju sekolah, lama. Sis terfikir, kalau pakai baju sekolah pun best kan?! At that time Form 6 students still pakai baju sekolah. Then, sis on lappy. Sis search pasal subjek sis. Pengajian Am, Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics T. Sis tahu sis tak boleh go on dengan Chemistry and Math T. Bayangkanlah seminggu belajar tapi sis tak faham satu habuk pun! Sis tanya kawan-kawan sis yang sambung Form 6 in sastera pasal subjek-subjek dorang. Then, I got the answer. Proceed Form 6 but tukar aliran dan tukar sekolah juga. Sis tukar ke Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seri Mahkota (SMKSM) sebab tu sekolah yang ada Form 6 aliran sastera yang paling dekat dengan rumah (10 minit) rather than SMKTPPTM (20 – 25 minit). Alhamdulillah, I did the right decision. Dengan usaha diiringi doa especially my mum, sis berjaya in STPM. Lantaran tu, sis berjaya tempatkan diri as International Business Management’s student in UUM. Alhamdulillah.

 

 

 

Betul la kata orang. Setiap yang berlaku, ada hikmahnya. Setiap dugaan, ada bahagianya. Setiap hujan yang turun, ada pelangi yang akan muncul. Dulu, benda-benda macam ni selalu jadi pada orang lain. Sis cuma tengok dan dengar aje ceritanya. Tapi sekarang sis yang ceritakan pada orang lain. Kegagalan tu bukan penamat. Keperitan tu bukan penyakit. Sis tahu banyak lagi yang sedang menanti di depan sis. Banyak lagi yang sis akan lalui, akan hadapi. Tapi pengalaman yang akan membantu kita untuk jadi matang dalam kehidupan, untuk jadi lebih kuat menghadapi ujian yang lebih besar. Kan Allah dah janji, ada ganjaran untuk orang yang sabar. Ujian tu kan tanda kasih sayang Allah pada hambaNya.  

Ni cuma cebisan pengalaman hidup sis. Banyak lagi yang tak mampu sis nak kongsikan kat sini. Kadang sis rasa macam nak jadi motivator. Inspire and motivate people to be a better person. That’s why sis tak pernah tolak kalau cikgu-cikgu panggil sis untuk share pengalaman especially to my junior in SMKSM. Junior kat Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Pandan pun sis tak lupa. Sekolah tu la yang banyak ajar sis erti persahabatan, erti menghargai. I have learnt so much and I want to learn more.

 

An ordinary person who dreams to be an extraordinary person to create more extraordinary people

Bachelor of International Business Management (BIBM) [Hons] - Part II

Hi guys! I will continue the info about my programme in this post. I forgot to tell you that this programme is under School of International Studies (SOIS). Our school building is outside UUM’s main campus. I love being here maybe because there is not much people rather than main campus and I have been here for class since last semester (I’m in semester 2 by the way).

This programme is designed to give students a better platform and basic knowledge about International Business. Students will be exposed to all international business dimensions, strategy and structure of international business also others . equipped with the international business perspectives, students will be expected to understand the implications of international business for their future organization’s strategy, structure and functions, in particular with rapid pace change of globalization era.

Oh ya! I would to let you know that this programme has increase its requirements. For our batch, you should get at least 3.4 and above in STPM, STAM, matriculation, diploma or others and get at least Band 3 in MUET. For this semester, our school also has increase the GPA for dean list. Before 3.5 and now 3.6.

Actually not only our course, but the whole UUM will increase its requirements for next intake (September 2016) because our batch is the highest average CGPA at this moment.

You can look for many info about this programme including the subjects here :

http://sois.uum.edu.my/index.php/programmes/postgraduate-programme

 

if you looking for more information about UUM, please use this link :

http://www.uum.edu.my/index.php/en/

 

 

 

My sweethearts 5 Cakna

Hi guys! Today’s posting will be a dedication to all of my sweethearts. Yup, sweethearts. They were my classmates when I’m in Form 5. Actually majority of them are my classmates since elementary school. We were in the same class every year until Form 5. Some might say that it is so boring to be with same people every year as your classmates. But for me, the long-term relationship like this help you to understand people more.

I miss them a lot. Eventhough we separate to different places, we never lost contact. In addition, we have our own Whatsapp group. During holidays, we always tried to gather again. But we never get to gather all 20 of us because we always having different free time. Our teacher once informed us that after leaving school, we will hardly meet each other like before. I admit it now.

How time flies since our last day meeting as classmates. I keep throwback all moments we had together before. Ups and downs, tears and laughter. Everything! Like other people, we also argue to each other but it never last long. When we in Form 4, we started close to each other. Maybe it is because we not many as we were in Form 1 or Form 3 (when we were in Form 3, we used to have 40 students in our class). Especially in Form 5, we always stick together. No one can ‘touch’ one of us. If someone did that, the whole class will back him/her up. I still remember one time there was someone who tried to slander me, the whole class stay by my side. Even our teachers. During that moment, I became someone else. I’m just being silent in the class not like usual Azmiera is. You guys really want to teach her a lesson but I’m the one who stop you guys from doing that. It also happened during Edzaidah’s time. One of the boys, Aris who is really protective towards his classmates willingly to meet the person who disturbing Ed, Aini and Dayana.  

Guys, do you still remember one of our best moments in Form 5? Of course, our recess time. Everyone will gather at the back of the class, sitting down on the floor and eating together. We even shared our food. The best food of course, Rosma’s fried rice. Because it getting a hot response, she bring the fried rice in a big food container. How I miss that fried rice. Our recess moment can never be replaced by anything. I wish we can have another moment like that.

 

Guys, remember this? This was during our end of year banquet. Every class was having their banquet at the canteen. Same goes to us. But after eat, we planned to have a game. Burst your opponents’s balloon. I couldn’t remember whose idea is this. I just remember how loud we were playing at the assembly field causing the teachers, the staffs even the principal watching us playing and running there at 12 noon!

 

 

Last but not least, our BBQ! Somehow BBQ is like important event that we never miss during our school days. In 2 years, we were having 4 times BBQ, twice a year. Two times in my house, once in Pantai Sepat and once in Amelia’s house. The boys were taking care the BBQ while the girls cook. When will we do that again?????

 

Oh my! All the memories make me smiling to ears. I miss you guys so much. No one can replace you. Thanks guys for being by my side all this time till now. Thanks guys because lending me your shoulder for me to cry on. Thanks guys for lending me your hands to stand up again after falling. Thanks guys for all the sweet memories. You guys taught me much about friendship. Sorry for all wrongdoings that I done. Sorry for not being an understanding friend sometimes. Sorry for hurts your feeling with my words or action. I wish our friendship would last till Jannah and we will be together in there forever.

 

 

Bachelor of International Business Management with Honours [BIBM (HONS)]

Hi guys! Today I would like to tell you about my course. In my latest post, I have mentioned about it. Have you read it? For those who are not, I am currently studying at Universiti Utara Malaysia with a major in international business management. So, let me introduce (promote)  to you about this programme.


INTRODUCTION
The Bachelor of International Business Management (BIBM) [Hons] was established from the root of business and management disciplines (management is included because UUM is a management university). From the foundation of business and management, BIBM expanded their disciplines to more comprehensive business skills and exposures that go beyond local managerial perspectives. The programme prepares graduates with a sound of knowledge in international business to enable them to secure managerial positions in private and public organizations particularly the multinational corporations, non-government organizations (NGO’s), small and medium enterprises (SMEs) and other business entities and business service providers.

 

PROGRAMME OBJECTIVES
Students are expected to understand the contributions ofinternational business on organizations’ strategies, structure and functions, in relation to international business and trade plus of logistic environments.

 

CAREER PROSPECTS
Graduates of this programme would be equipped with multiple business management and other soft skills. They can be employed as managers, decision makers or operational executives in any organization (s) that deals with ranging of business and management tasks in local context amd also be able to assimile in any environment at international levels. Not only in the field of business and management but also in logistic operation firms.

 

This programme consist of the six components

component	Credit hours
University core	25 hours
Programme core	62 hours
Language component	9 hours
minor	18 hours
Programme elective	15 hours
Free elective	3 hours

Total credit hours     :      132 hours

It's Me!

Hey guys. Have you heard about a great businesswoman that also a great novelist? No? Oh ya, you will heard that in next 20 years. Who? It's me, who wish to become a great businesswoman and also a novelist.

I was born on 18^th of July 1995 in Kuantan. My dad who loves Ed Osmera, a popular Malay film actor around 1960’s suggested to my mum to give me (who just born for few hours that moment), Osmera as my name but mum rejected it and changed it to Azmiera. My parents also love to give me Fatin because Fatin means attractive, charming and impressive in Islam because they want me to become such an attractive, charming and also impressive lady in my life. I hope that I have become such daughter to my parents and will continue to do so as Fatin Nur Azmiera binti Abd Halin, my parents’s sweet and lovely daughter.

Just like I mention before, I want to become a great businesswoman. I’m not sure if I want to be that because I’m studying international business right now or because I have the desire already. Yup, I’m an international business management student in Universiti Utara Malaysia and I’m in semester 2 right now. I have another 6 semesters before I finish my degree here. I wish I can further my studies until my PhD. Hopefully everything will go smoothly. I also mention before about my dream to be a great novelist. It is an ambition of mine since school days. I active in writing during secondary school, entered many writing competition in my school, wrote for school magazines every year. Until now, I’m still writing despite of busy with my studies.

My family especially my mum really support me to achieve my dream. She never stop me from doing my favourite things as long as I’m still not doing wrong things in religion side and not doing something that can make my family shame of my wrongdoings.

My mum, Norjanna binti Daud (55 years old) met my dad (Abd Halin bin Yahaya, 52 years old) around 30 years ago in their work place. At that moment, both of them worked in a sawmill. After a moment, they decided to get married. Then, my mum was having three times miscarriage before they having me after 8 years of their marriage. “It was a long waiting,”. My dad told me, one day. That is why they spoiled me until now. Because of that, people always said that I look like the youngest child even I’m the eldest. I have one little sister. She is now 14 years old. Yes, we have a huge gap of age (7 years) but it does not affect our relation as siblings. We really close to each other and couldn’t having a good day without talking to each other even just through a phone call. I love my family so much. They are my great supporters. I wish that I can repay my parents who have a lot of trouble for me during this time. I wish to become a daughter that my parents can be proud of. InsyaAllah